I am crying,I can't stop crying,I told myself not to cry.
April 16th in China.
I was shocked when my younger female cousin(The daughter of my dad's order brother)sent me the message.The tears dropped on my glasses.I couldn't believe,I couldn't image,I couldn't remember how sad I was.
My mom's dad,an ordinary Chinese from northern China.Not rich but never complain about anything.I can clearly remember my colorful childhood with him and my grandmother.Two elders tought me and my younger cousin(The daughter of my mom's brother)many things.
I even can't forget the computer game(Never the Hood) that grandpa played with us.He found the strategy of the game with us and I learn a lot from Clayman(The major character of Never the Hood).How happy I was.
He took me and my female cousin to the small countryside,to the big city park,he bought quails for us as pets from Vegetable Market,but trampled them died by mistake.I can never forget the old days with the kind old man.
But,why?Cancer,why you so heartless?Grandpa had cancer since 2011,he showed how unyielding he was.He always give us a smiling face although he was not felling well.Until he could not hold anymore.
The doctor said that he couldn't be alive before the Spring festival,but he held on.Doctor said he couldn't be alive before the Tome sweeping Day,but he held on.He said he could not be alive before the summer of 2013,he could not hold anymore.
April 16th 13:50,I was at school.I knew nothing.
Goodbye,grandpa,I miss you.I can no longer with you.I even forget the date of the last time I saw you.April 18th,It's was my first time to go to funeral home.The place full of sadness、death and tears.I cried.I saw him, but...he was so cold.I called him but he could not hear.
I cried,cried and cried.I can't forget my female cousin's crying,how helpless the girl was,how sad.My grandma told us,our grandpa has gone to a place without pain or illness.He won't stand any more.We buried him.
Don't cry,Hinglose,everyone need to face to real life.Rise your head and smile!He don't want to see you crying.
Work hard,do well in the Senior high school entrance exam to get into a good high school.Do not be so lazy!Hinglose,don't let him down!
I lost something but I learned something more important,that I can never learned from the text books,that is How to face to difficulties.
Be brave.Cheer up!